Hi, there! I'm @ayumuate or Dysphoric Ayumuate （不安步根）, a 19-year-old mundane student leading a mundane life after graduating from high school.

Not proficient in anything —which you can find since there's no repo—, not outgoing or social whatsoever, not looking cute or cool, I'm nothing but nobody in the vast cosmos, awaiting your random discovery.

I am what I belong to, not what others assigned to me wrongly. Having been dysphoric as what I had disguised as, I am sure it's time to come out and live what I actually am.

Dysphoric is the adjective form of dysphoria, meaning a profound state of unease or dissatisfaction¹.

Ayumuate consists of two parts:

• Ayumu Ayumu Sakura, the heroine of the manga 「おじさんが女子●生に悪いことを教える話」 (A Story About an Old Man Teaches Bad Things to a School Girl²). Despite an NSFW name, it's actually a very attractive manga. Interestingly, a femboy named Ayumu showed up in 「AYUMU ちょろい男の娘のおはなし」 (Choroi Otokonoko no Ohanashi²).
• -ate The suffix for esters (e.g. sulfate)³.

Contact me at [email protected].