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<h2>Mirror</h2>

<p>“Mir is his name”, she said.</p>

<p>“Mir?”, I kept my mouth open for a second. “Is that a nick?”</p>

<p>“I don’t know”, she said. “That’s what I’ve always called him”.</p>

<p>
After a pause, she added, “I think that really was his given name. His mother
was known for her precognition. Maybe she always knew”.
</p>

<p>
Suddenly she stopped, as if snapping out of a daze, and looked at me. Perhaps
she realized that she’d spoken more than what my trust level warranted. “I need
to go now, but I’ll send over Salem to pick up the discs”.
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<p>
Still, this was more than anyone had spoken to me factually about the mirror in
the seven days I’d been on Pheny.
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<p>
“Yes, of course. I’ll send you a message as soon as they’re ready. Should take a
day or two”. It wouldn’t take that long to cut the discs for the key that she’d
just given me, but I lied. As I often do.
</p>

<p>“Goodbye”. She turned, and left.</p>

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<p>
Pheny was the third planet on my disc distribution run, and seven days ago when
the transporter had dropped me, still drooling from the cyro cyst, I’d wanted to
get the cutting done asap and head on. Marty had two clients here, and the first
cut I did on the first day itself. The work is intricate but I’m brilliant at
it, so it didn’t take long.
</p>

<p>
But the second client had misplaced their keys, so I had to dawdle around for
the next few days. The clouds didn’t help my mood, and I just sat around and
drank and talked to the other people drinking at the bar. They were surprisingly
talkative; likely my unfamiliar, foreign appearance was an invitation to talk in
these relatively rustic backwaters.
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<p>
The mirror came up in more than a few conversations, but it was always when my
conversation partner would be delirious enough to speak of what they otherwise
wouldn’t, so I didn’t know how much of it was fact, and how much drunken
fiction.
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<p>
From what I’d gathered, the Mirror was a boy who lived (or was kept?) in the old
abandoned village that Pheny City had outgrown. He was called the Mirror because
he reflected the people who met him. Not literally, but in a more mysterious,
menacing, mental sense. Every smidge in one's personality, any trace of motion
contrary to the silent ocean of being, would be reflected in him.
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<p>
To me this sounded more interesting than menacing, but the people who told me of
the mirror insisted that this quickly gets out of hand with the reinforcing
feedback loops at play when you’re around him. You start picking the smidges
that are being reflected back at you, and subconsciously start exaggerating or
repelling the reflection, but the mirror picks up this exaggeration or
resistance, and reflects that back at you again. Soon this feedback loop runs
amok. Like how a hint of light dropped in an otherwise room of dark, imperfect,
mirrors soon takes a life of its own, even a trace of hate spirals soon into
murderous rage.
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<p>
So only a few people were allowed to, or wanted to, meet him. They provided for
his subsistence, and whatever trinkets and games he desired, but otherwise
generally let him be. The people of Pheny were not particularly caring, from
anecdotes they came across as a ruthless bunch, so it'd not have been unexpected
if they’d just killed him too, but I figured that just how the hate spiralled,
the love could too.
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<p>
By now my curiosity found a friend in my boredom me, and I wanted to meet this
person. I didn’t think he was a boy anymore, even though they still called him
so. I’d travelled enough to understand how local myths form, and very likely
this was just some autistic man who lay in the uncanny valley that some
neuro-typicals found simulating.
</p>

<p>
So come dawn next day, I headed out towards the old village. The home star of
Pheny was out today, and it was as brilliant a day to walk the untended
outgrowth as I would ever get. It’s funny how time flies, when I’m cutting
discs, and when I’m walking. Did I tell you how brilliant I am at cutting discs?
Marty said that I’m the best he has ever met.
</p>

<p>
I reached the village, feeling awfully pleasant at the ground beneath my feet,
the star over my eyes and the general sense of warmth and comfort of existence.
Most of it was dilapidated, so it didn’t find me long to scope out the only
house that was a home. Taking a deep breath, I knocked twice at the door.
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<p>
I heard sound of rustling inside. Then some more shuffling around, as if whoever
was inside wasn’t expecting me, or anyone. Finally, I heard someone approach the
door. I nervously straightened. He opened the door.
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<p>To my horror, for the first time in my life, I saw myself.</p>

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