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        <p>但是最近是闲得心慌，是心慌，完全没有了精神寄托，煲剧，打FIFA，终日无所事事。虽然我没有过上每天都是吃喝睡的生活，每个星期都会去公司实习打杂三天，但还有4天可以自己支配。<br>别人说：保研的人会闲得蛋疼，会过上猪一样的生活。我觉得我并没有什么差别，至少在精神方面，因为全部都确定了，一切都没有变数了，没有了追求，也就没有了动力，我已经陷入了一种最危险的精神状态，没有什么好改变的，没有什么可以改变的生活。就像walking dead一样<br>回想过去的一两个月，在前途未卜的时候，考雅思，保外的时候，每天都忐忑不安，惶恐终日。</p>
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<p>考雅思的时候是辛苦，但是有目标，为了出国的梦想奋斗；而在雅思考砸了之后，复习两个月之后感觉是累了，不想再过惶恐的日子。所以就选择了一条比较平坦的道路，去保研。不得不承认，我当时就是没有勇气去选择充满变数的出国之路，用我表妹的话来说，可能是因为我懒。现在就会怀念以前考雅思的日子，而那时候却恨不得快一点逃离出来，人就是一个这样的动物，得到了却不会珍惜，对失去的却念念不忘。难道我在追求一种很舒适，心灵又很充实的生活。两者可以兼得吗？<br>根据我大学四年的生活，最充实的日子在大二，每天都2点之后才睡，虽然是很累，但是学到了很多。可惜我只过了两年充实的日子，就开始堕落，开始“健康的生活”——早睡早起。而对于我出国or保研的选择，还不能盖棺定论，可能以后时间会告诉我的。 我觉得是时候有新的计划，新的目标，毕竟大学的四年准备过去，而我又会回到一个原点，并不能像大三大四的时候那样吃大一大二的老本了。<br>是时候开始阅读了，尽量不要让自己闲着吧——以此为证。</p>

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